My Father by Shybob
Summary: Fourteen years after *Rain of Fire* a boy thinks about his family.
Spoilers: Rain Of Fire, Season Four.
Notes: Futurefic, AU.
They
say that my father was a hero, that he was a good man, and that he was taken before
his time. They say that they miss him terribly, and they are so very
sorry he is gone. But they are lying to me. I can see it in the
oh-so-subtle glances exchanged every time the topic of my father comes up.
And I see the way that they look at each other when they think no one
is watching, and the tenderness that accompanies their most
casual touches.
My name is Brandon
Liam Connor Chase, and people say I'm a bastard. Don't pity me, though.
Life isn't so bad, except for the fact that my family lies to me.
They're probably lying about father's death like they lie about so many
other things from the past. Every day I try to learn more about what
happened, to find out more about my father, and what happened before I
was born.
I live with my mother
and my grandfather on a ranch a couple of hours out of Casper,
Wyoming. I've been here all my life, but our family isn't from here. They
used to live in L.A., before the End of Days. To hear other people
talk about it, it was like something out of the Bible, all rain of
fire and plague of locusts and stuff like that. When mother talks
about it, it is with a sadness so thick that you can almost touch it.
And grandfather never talks about it at all. I can tell when he is
thinking about those times, though. He has on what mother calls his
"brooding face."
I think they love each
other. And not in the in-laws kind of way, but like the cheesy love
story kind of way. I walked in on them one day, finishing my chores
early for a change. Mother must have had a headache--"reminders
of the old days" she calls them. She was sitting in a chair in the
kitchen while grandfather stood behind her, massaging her temples.
The way he did it wasn't the friendly way he touches me, or the
caring way he normally touches mother. He almost seemed to be
worshipping her with his touch. He looked a little guilty when he sensed
me and stepped back.
Once I was helping
grandfather repair a fence that some spooked cattle had knocked
down. It was hot enough in the summer sun that he took off his shirt and
I could see the tattoo on his shoulder. On a whim I asked him when
he had gotten it, expecting the topic to be changed like so many
times in the past. But that time he answered the question. He said it
was from the days when he thought he was immortal, before the
dark times. He was in a strange mood that day, because I'd never
gotten so direct an answer about his past. I was shocked when he
volunteered more. He said not to judge him and mother by how they were now.
That they used to be different. The End of Days had changed them, like
it changed the world. When I asked him what he meant he got quiet,
and stayed that way for the rest of the day.
I don't know how my
mother and father met. I gather that it wasn't quite proper, from the
way grandfather avoids certain subjects and mother looks almost
ashamed. It must have been a long time though, because once when they
were joking around after dinner mother said she'd known
grandfather since she was a bitchy little kid. It was weird. I waited until
mother wasn't around to ask grandfather how old he was. She has a
knack for redirecting questions like that. Grandfather said he
was much older than he looked. Which made me feel better, because he
doesn't look much older than mother, and that's kind of creepy.
Once in a great while
there will be a phone call from someone besides the few people that
live around here. Mother always takes these calls in her room. When I
got old enough to eavesdrop, she developed the amazing ability to
tell when a phone was not hung up. After the calls mother pretends that
she's fine, but I hear her crying at night every time. "Just
people," she'd said one time when I'd asked her about them. And for a
wonder, grandfather said more. "People we used to know, a long time ago.
And then he had his brooding face on and there were no more answers
to my questions.
I can't wait until I'm
a little older, and I can leave this podunk town. I want to get
out and see the world, and do exciting things. It's got to be better
that being cooped up in this place, with a family that won't
answer my questions and a bunch of stupid cattle. Doesn't it?
End.
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